I know not where I am. Public facilities have become routine stops. Twenty-four hour joints are marked on the map. Friends keep their distance, but are there. Consider one thing. Lack of faith. Your heart feels compressed and your feet tripping backward when more than THIS moment and THAT destination are in mind. What is your destination? What do you want and what are you willing to do to grasp it? Settle. Believe in one snapshot. That finally that you want to be forever after. Decide on the end and the middle will create itself. It will be beautiful and brilliant and exactly what it is supposed to be. Happiness will deliver naturally.